Unbidden

Unbidden

He bugs me

Reminds me of a demon

A smug smile spread

Across his lips

Grinning like he knows

As if he can see

Things unbidden

Hidden

Unwanted

Those fantasies

Playing inside my head

Shouldn’t

Won’t

But I can’t help it

The thoughts still stream

Into my subconscious

Clashing with my standards

Those hands

That mouth

Those eyes

They keep shredding

Until it’s painful to look away

The way his smile creeps

His body moves

When everything flexes

And then there is his laugh

That reverberates through bone

When he walks past

Pretentious, adorable

Cute, young

Devilishly alluring

This was so unexpected

I doubt it’s even true

But still I’m drawn to him

And it feels so damn good

-Ella

3-23-12