"Thanks"

 "Thanks"

 

Goddammit it's whenever he looks at me

Nerves start to happen, my heart skips a beat

I can't control the breathing, it's getting harder to see

I hope he doesn't notice and I hope he doesn't leave

I understand that grass is green and the sky is blue

But I've never gotten out the words, “I like you”

It's seems like it's a pain, but you do it too

When the whole world is spinning what can you do

Now I have to focus on sucking the air in and out

I'm seriously not joking, I'm three steps from a shout

I wonder if he knows how that felt, reading it aloud

“Thanks for giving me someone to think about”

-Ella