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Necktie



Necktie

The color of a shadow
He wasn’t really make-believe
Not in my memories

A man in a suit
A black suit
The man was as tall as a tree

Slender like a maple
He had a finely cut mustache
So clean cut
With a necktie so perfectly tight
So tight I thought he might choke

And this man with a suit
Black in the heat
Shadow in my mind
With a finely cut mustache
And a perfectly tight tie
So tight I thought he might choke

He came to the door
Knocked first, rang loudly
I had to have noticed him
Black as shadow in sunlight
I went to answer
He looked down at his shoes

Looking down at me
At his shoes
When he spoke his voice
Sounded like nails and buttons
Not sure of what sound it was

But it was like nails
And buttons

Like metal meets plastic
Falling from his throat
Hitting my ears
Small, I was six at the time

This man with the black suit
Slender like a maple
Clean cut mustache
Necktie so tight          

His tone was of an adult voice
Words that are followed by an action
An action that brought my parents
An action that brings static

He told them a story
They covered my ears
Small, I was only six at the time
15 words
And my brother was gone

An apology
The shadow in the suit
He apologized
I was only six at the time

In my memory
He was tall
Black suit in the heat
Cleanly cut mustache
Perfect necktie tied so tight
I hoped he would choke

-Ella

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